Dear friends,
Lord made me to write this testimony to explain a truth, strongly to you. I wish, through these words I can make all the peoples know how Lord Jesus Christ come into my Life. I’m Mohammed Ajhas, who was a Muslim but now living with Jesus… lord changed my life with his love.
I born in an orthodox Islamic family, and hence I was practiced with Islamic laws, principles, customs and traditions even in childhood. Being born as a one and only boy child of a land lord family, I was brought up with extreme love, care and affection in my family and society. We lived together in one home with all my Islamic relations and friends around us..
It was at my age of 5, It happened.. I lost my father. Due to cardiac problem, being not known to us he passed away one day. But at that age I don’t know what had happened, only thing I know was my mom crying. I don’t even know what happened with my dad and he won’t be more with me.
I loved my dad but I had never spent much time with him as he passed away earlier. I had the experience of a father-son relationship only for 5 years. His death made a deep hole in my heart of his separation at that age.
As life has to move on, we kept our trust in Allah and my relations. But after the death of my dad we were not comfortable, .. but no other go we were supposed to be there. My mom bear all those hard times and brought up me and my elder sister. Now our only trust is Allah.. I started grown up, that too as a strict and rigid Muslim guy.
As I was from a strong Islamic background family, I used to go to Mosque. And I finished reading the Quran more than 3 times and I was much strong in my faith only for Allah. I had never failed to worship Allah and at the same time I had never been interested on any other gods except him. From my childhood I had been taught to obey Allah, his rules and to follow the commandments of the Prophet Mohammed, very sincerely. Having a strong desire for Allah, I used to preach all who I meet in Mosque about Allah. Also I was very strict in Islamic rules and I force others that they must obey, worship and follow Allah alone.
I had started preaching Allah very strongly and also I had converted, some of my Hindu friends to obey Allah. Whenever I chat with friends I used to talk openly saying that no other God is there, except Allah. Because, for me I never care or even know about any other God except Allah. I used to say to those who don’t follow Allah are fools. I considered them as dust but I felt proud being an Islamic guy. Being such adamant, bold and stick to Allah, peoples got amazed of me and considered me as priest sometimes and also I lead many peoples in Mosque for Allah during the worship hours.
I used to wake up early in the morning to worship Allah and after finishing that morning worship in Mosque (around 5.30 AM), visit the Islamic friends, those who were absent to Mosque and compelled them to come and worship Allah without fail. And I used to visit new Islamic Peoples to bring them to Mosque. I did all the things which I read in Islamic laws, to follow and I had never compromised any of it to be a failure before any other peoples.
During school time I used to repeat the word “SUBAHANALLAH” to please Allah and also I had been taught to follow such things. I used to criticize Lord Jesus Christ always and I hate Christians specially and abused his name and mocked at him in front of all my Christian classmates. Also I made them to feel shame for being Christian by asking the explanation of Trinity. Usually Trinity and Lord Jesus Christ’s resurrection were my famous topics to make the Christians to feel shame.
I was living such for Allah and always liked to please Allah. I did all things to please him. But saying frankly, in my life at those times I never had peace, joy or eternal love as I have now with my Jesus. I always felt like alone. Whenever I got problems or worries I felt a dark fear in my heart. But when the day rolled on, my problem appears to get vanished but I never had the strength to face any problem in my life.
Absence of my father was felt only at that time, at the age of 33 my father passed away when I was 5 years old but I felt very scary in the deep of my heart at that stage only. In my childhood days I have faced the enough insults and depressions. Being a young grown up child I faced personally many pains in my heart, many teased me, mocked at me as I was fatherless and those experience sounds new to me. All my school teachers had a special care on me as I was fatherless. In one way, I was consoled but at the same time on the other way, I stood odd before others.
My only love is my mom, my elder sister and Allah. As the days passed, at the year of 2004 I had many problems inside our family due to the Property share, we were thrown away entirely from our family and they insulted us and send us out from the home. We stood helpless.
As we don’t have enough money to survive we faced many problems in our day today life and also we were not even noticed by the same society which honoured us once when we were together.. But still I had only hope on Allah to lift me high before them. Every day I had struggled, every second I had fear and I was scared about this world. Many of my days went in tears and “DUAH” to Allah. But I dint get any peace from my god. I thought that I can’t be more in this world hopelessly. I decided to commit suicide on January 2nd 2005. I remembered that it was a Sunday morning, I took my cycle and went to the outer of my city and was sitting in my cycle near a tree. I was crying to Allah to take me and to end my life as I was not brave enough to live in this world.
I was crying for almost 2 hours to Allah and I dint have bravery even to die. Don’t know what to do... At that time I saw the word “YOUR SORROWS TURNS INTO JOY” written on the tree. I really don’t know why I read it and I had some sought of new experience in me. It was like a new born baby cries very fresh in this world. Then something made me decided to go back to my home and I just went to bed without talking to any at the noon. Then I woke at 6.30 pm evening and I prepare myself to Mosque and to worship Allah, which is the only thing I was known to. And I came back at 8.30 P.M and I switched on the TV, was just changing the channel.
Suddenly I was pushed to watch the particular channel, in which a famous Godly man was preaching thousands of people about Lord Jesus Christ. And for the first time in my life I was watching and hearing the message of Love of God. And something in me made me hear that message and I felt something again a new experience in me.
I watched the programme for one hour and went to bed immediately. Later, it happened unknowingly I said in my prayer “Lord Jesus please forgive me” and I cried to him for the whole night broken heartedly. The next day, as usual I went to Mosque and at night time I heard the message from TV which comforted me the last night. And by the sleeping time I prayed to Jesus.
I did not know why I was praying to Lord Jesus when I had my Allah. But something I felt as only Lord Jesus can do for me. I was wondering that how he entered into my heart because I am the person who mocked and criticized Jesus. Now I am seeking him without my knowledge. I had lot of confusions in my mind but at the same time I can’t stop praying to Jesus.
Then finally I said to Allah.
“Dear Allah, sorry if I am wrong, I am loving you deeply from my childhood, but now Jesus your prophet is entering into my heart. So you please reveal me the truth”. There arises a question within me, Jesus is one of your prophets like Mohammed prophet, then why he is shown as bad to us. In Quran it is said, Jesus is a good prophet then why Islam friends saying bad about Jesus Christ, including me.
After praying to Allah, I was waiting for Allah to give me a sign and to reveal the truth. But at that night I had everlasting joy in the midst of all my pains and confusions with Jesus. My heart was seeking Jesus and I was repeatedly saying the word “JESUS” in my heart. I got tears in happiness and great joy, I got a new hope, new love, and new life as I was reborn.
From that day I accepted Lord Jesus Christ as my only God and Savior. I had started to search and know about Jesus, his life, Bible and Christian’s life and how they worshipped. I was very much eager and asked my Christian class mates to guide me. Day by day I had many changes in my heart as I was healing from my wound. Ya,..Lord Jesus changed my life.
I said to my mother about Jesus, initially she thought I was making fun. Later she realized that my behavior was completely changed and she trusted my words as they are with great confidence about Jesus Christ.
Then I started going to church at Sundays and watched how they were praying and worshipping my healing God. The way they mingle with God was new to me and I liked it much. I felt like I came to the new world of true God. At nights I talk to Lord Jesus as I do with my dad, because I don’t know how to pray. Even though he replied me immediately,. all my prayers were answered now and then. I can feel the God’s presence around me wherever I go. I got many threats from my Islam society, as they saw me changing towards Christianity. But I didn’t bother about it because I had a strong feeling as I got my Dad back alive after many years.
Without making delay, I took baptism on 17th of July 2005. I explained about Jesus to all I met and shared his love on me. I got all blessings from God and I started to be his son always. Then I started my college studies in a Muslim college. There they used to compul me to come to mosque for worshipping Allah. Initially I went with them to mosque pretending a Muslim guy as I got threatened from my seniors for ragging. But my heart worried to do like that, as it is like denying my dad for the sake of others. I prayed to Jesus and he granted me braveness that I said to all the professors who were compelling me for mosque that I won’t come there anymore as I love Jesus. That day I was extremely happy because I glorified his name but not denied him.
I faced many threats from relations and college but God help me in all my obstacles and he made my life a worthy testimony now. Before I was unworthy for anything but now God made my life worthy to live for him. As the days gone by I just walked in the godly way but I felt some blanks in my mind. That was because I followed a normal Christian life, which I learnt from Christians. As I was new I followed them and hence read bible daily, prayed day and night and lived a formal life which I was not satisfied with. I felt like vague without something which made me again to live a sinful life. I felt like I am a wet sinner and before baptism I was dry sinner at which I was cornered again. I was tempted by Satan that I was weak.
Then I started thinking on this and so learnt many things,.. The formal Christian life is the worst I felt because that is like being idle after knowing God. I got all the blessings, I got salvation, I am free from all my sins and worries but I am not faithful to God. I decided not to live a normal Christian life which leads to read bible and going church at Sundays but not ready to follow his commandments. Living for ourselves with the help of God but not living for him and not serving him in spirit.
As I was continuing in this for 8 to 9 months and struggled a lot with this. Then one day God revealed me so I received the power of Holy Spirit while worshipping him. I felt like the spirit renewed me and encourages me. Whenever I pray I felt the Holy Spirit poured over me and his everlasting Love which flows on me like anything.
From that day, my spiritual life grew stronger. Whatever I do, I did whole heartedly in the name of Jesus. I started reading Bible in spirit but not as a duty. Also prayed in spirit, not for giving attendance to our creator. He doesn’t want our attendance rather he need our love. Satan deceives peoples in this area. He makes people to be deaf, dumb and blind before god.
Don’t ever try to cheat God, He knows everything… He is our creator, he did everything for us then why can’t we accept him personally and worship him truly. Are we really following his commandments?? He asked us to love all his creations.. He asked us to be generous but are we?? We are dare, not to honour god’s word, then how can we honour elders, parents.. My beloved people God love you more than any whole heartedly.
One day as I was praying and went to bed I felt the spirit was ascending in me and I got to read bible. I got wisdom in his words he revealed many things from bible and also in my personal life. The same night I finished the 5 gospels and thanked god for giving me such wisdom.
A wonderful experience I like to share is when I was in my holidays to a hill station. That early morning at 3 am I heard a voice calling me “Ajhas” suddenly I woke up in midst and started praying to god saying “Dad, if you called me then let me feel the love and spirit in me now”. I did this not to test him but I loved to feel him in me. Suddenly god’s spirit moved in me. I thanked him for loving me such, not only me.. he loves each individual in such manner.
From that day, till now god makes me wake up around 2 or 3 am and I worship, pray and talk to him personally. Even this testimony I am writing at that morning time because I felt like it is must for me to spend time for god alone in my personal life.
I felt like someone is always with me happily, loving, hugging, holding and caring me at all my times which I can’t express in combinations of 26 letters. Unbelievable… he is and his love. Whenever I think god I remembered his love which made me to think about the weary souls so I started to share my testimony faster than ever before. God talked and changed the peoples through my testimony as he wants his peoples to be happy. I shares testimony just to glorify God not for my publicity. I am nothing before his love..his grace saved me from my past life.
I had many visions and dreams in my spiritual life which I experienced wonderfully by his grace he revealed many things in me.. I shared some dreams to particular peoples which god wants me to share for their life and many dreams I got in my life about my future which built endless hope in me.
I can say, god made me for this….“LIVE FOR GOD ELSE DIE FOR GOD”
God made my personal life exalted before the eyes of others. I completed my B.E degree in first class even though I was poor in studies. I got good job in a reputed MNC company and also I was honoured in my company. These are the dreams of all youths,. To get placed in a company completing a degree. But god given me everything even before I think and ask. God lifted me in whatever I do, wherever I go only because of his love and of mercy he has on me.
God revealed me about how peoples are cheated in this world, by making themselves bonded to worldly things and left god. God always says that he loves all his creations lots and he needs all his sons and daughters to seek him personally. I always have a burning flame for god. I never cared about my future but god made it beautiful already
He is coming soon than we expect …he is our love, life and everything. The things I shared here is very few but many miracles god did for me to comfort and also it shows his love towards me. You should know one thing I am a person who never know god and I was missed somewhere in this wide sinful world. But look how god cares about the person who doesn’t even know him.
I want you all who read this to love one another in Jesus Christ, live in spirit and say to him “Abba, I love you”. He is waiting for your call at your doorsteps, as soon as you make a call, he come running to hug you and to give you an eternal joy which no humans can give.. I share this testimony on behalf of all peoples who came to know Jesus from different religions and living only for Jesus.
I praise God, the lord who is living and loving all, through Jesus Christ. Amen.
Lord made me to write this testimony to explain a truth, strongly to you. I wish, through these words I can make all the peoples know how Lord Jesus Christ come into my Life. I’m Mohammed Ajhas, who was a Muslim but now living with Jesus… lord changed my life with his love.
I born in an orthodox Islamic family, and hence I was practiced with Islamic laws, principles, customs and traditions even in childhood. Being born as a one and only boy child of a land lord family, I was brought up with extreme love, care and affection in my family and society. We lived together in one home with all my Islamic relations and friends around us..
It was at my age of 5, It happened.. I lost my father. Due to cardiac problem, being not known to us he passed away one day. But at that age I don’t know what had happened, only thing I know was my mom crying. I don’t even know what happened with my dad and he won’t be more with me.
I loved my dad but I had never spent much time with him as he passed away earlier. I had the experience of a father-son relationship only for 5 years. His death made a deep hole in my heart of his separation at that age.
As life has to move on, we kept our trust in Allah and my relations. But after the death of my dad we were not comfortable, .. but no other go we were supposed to be there. My mom bear all those hard times and brought up me and my elder sister. Now our only trust is Allah.. I started grown up, that too as a strict and rigid Muslim guy.
As I was from a strong Islamic background family, I used to go to Mosque. And I finished reading the Quran more than 3 times and I was much strong in my faith only for Allah. I had never failed to worship Allah and at the same time I had never been interested on any other gods except him. From my childhood I had been taught to obey Allah, his rules and to follow the commandments of the Prophet Mohammed, very sincerely. Having a strong desire for Allah, I used to preach all who I meet in Mosque about Allah. Also I was very strict in Islamic rules and I force others that they must obey, worship and follow Allah alone.
I had started preaching Allah very strongly and also I had converted, some of my Hindu friends to obey Allah. Whenever I chat with friends I used to talk openly saying that no other God is there, except Allah. Because, for me I never care or even know about any other God except Allah. I used to say to those who don’t follow Allah are fools. I considered them as dust but I felt proud being an Islamic guy. Being such adamant, bold and stick to Allah, peoples got amazed of me and considered me as priest sometimes and also I lead many peoples in Mosque for Allah during the worship hours.
I used to wake up early in the morning to worship Allah and after finishing that morning worship in Mosque (around 5.30 AM), visit the Islamic friends, those who were absent to Mosque and compelled them to come and worship Allah without fail. And I used to visit new Islamic Peoples to bring them to Mosque. I did all the things which I read in Islamic laws, to follow and I had never compromised any of it to be a failure before any other peoples.
During school time I used to repeat the word “SUBAHANALLAH” to please Allah and also I had been taught to follow such things. I used to criticize Lord Jesus Christ always and I hate Christians specially and abused his name and mocked at him in front of all my Christian classmates. Also I made them to feel shame for being Christian by asking the explanation of Trinity. Usually Trinity and Lord Jesus Christ’s resurrection were my famous topics to make the Christians to feel shame.
I was living such for Allah and always liked to please Allah. I did all things to please him. But saying frankly, in my life at those times I never had peace, joy or eternal love as I have now with my Jesus. I always felt like alone. Whenever I got problems or worries I felt a dark fear in my heart. But when the day rolled on, my problem appears to get vanished but I never had the strength to face any problem in my life.
Absence of my father was felt only at that time, at the age of 33 my father passed away when I was 5 years old but I felt very scary in the deep of my heart at that stage only. In my childhood days I have faced the enough insults and depressions. Being a young grown up child I faced personally many pains in my heart, many teased me, mocked at me as I was fatherless and those experience sounds new to me. All my school teachers had a special care on me as I was fatherless. In one way, I was consoled but at the same time on the other way, I stood odd before others.
My only love is my mom, my elder sister and Allah. As the days passed, at the year of 2004 I had many problems inside our family due to the Property share, we were thrown away entirely from our family and they insulted us and send us out from the home. We stood helpless.
As we don’t have enough money to survive we faced many problems in our day today life and also we were not even noticed by the same society which honoured us once when we were together.. But still I had only hope on Allah to lift me high before them. Every day I had struggled, every second I had fear and I was scared about this world. Many of my days went in tears and “DUAH” to Allah. But I dint get any peace from my god. I thought that I can’t be more in this world hopelessly. I decided to commit suicide on January 2nd 2005. I remembered that it was a Sunday morning, I took my cycle and went to the outer of my city and was sitting in my cycle near a tree. I was crying to Allah to take me and to end my life as I was not brave enough to live in this world.
I was crying for almost 2 hours to Allah and I dint have bravery even to die. Don’t know what to do... At that time I saw the word “YOUR SORROWS TURNS INTO JOY” written on the tree. I really don’t know why I read it and I had some sought of new experience in me. It was like a new born baby cries very fresh in this world. Then something made me decided to go back to my home and I just went to bed without talking to any at the noon. Then I woke at 6.30 pm evening and I prepare myself to Mosque and to worship Allah, which is the only thing I was known to. And I came back at 8.30 P.M and I switched on the TV, was just changing the channel.
Suddenly I was pushed to watch the particular channel, in which a famous Godly man was preaching thousands of people about Lord Jesus Christ. And for the first time in my life I was watching and hearing the message of Love of God. And something in me made me hear that message and I felt something again a new experience in me.
I watched the programme for one hour and went to bed immediately. Later, it happened unknowingly I said in my prayer “Lord Jesus please forgive me” and I cried to him for the whole night broken heartedly. The next day, as usual I went to Mosque and at night time I heard the message from TV which comforted me the last night. And by the sleeping time I prayed to Jesus.
I did not know why I was praying to Lord Jesus when I had my Allah. But something I felt as only Lord Jesus can do for me. I was wondering that how he entered into my heart because I am the person who mocked and criticized Jesus. Now I am seeking him without my knowledge. I had lot of confusions in my mind but at the same time I can’t stop praying to Jesus.
Then finally I said to Allah.
“Dear Allah, sorry if I am wrong, I am loving you deeply from my childhood, but now Jesus your prophet is entering into my heart. So you please reveal me the truth”. There arises a question within me, Jesus is one of your prophets like Mohammed prophet, then why he is shown as bad to us. In Quran it is said, Jesus is a good prophet then why Islam friends saying bad about Jesus Christ, including me.
After praying to Allah, I was waiting for Allah to give me a sign and to reveal the truth. But at that night I had everlasting joy in the midst of all my pains and confusions with Jesus. My heart was seeking Jesus and I was repeatedly saying the word “JESUS” in my heart. I got tears in happiness and great joy, I got a new hope, new love, and new life as I was reborn.
From that day I accepted Lord Jesus Christ as my only God and Savior. I had started to search and know about Jesus, his life, Bible and Christian’s life and how they worshipped. I was very much eager and asked my Christian class mates to guide me. Day by day I had many changes in my heart as I was healing from my wound. Ya,..Lord Jesus changed my life.
I said to my mother about Jesus, initially she thought I was making fun. Later she realized that my behavior was completely changed and she trusted my words as they are with great confidence about Jesus Christ.
Then I started going to church at Sundays and watched how they were praying and worshipping my healing God. The way they mingle with God was new to me and I liked it much. I felt like I came to the new world of true God. At nights I talk to Lord Jesus as I do with my dad, because I don’t know how to pray. Even though he replied me immediately,. all my prayers were answered now and then. I can feel the God’s presence around me wherever I go. I got many threats from my Islam society, as they saw me changing towards Christianity. But I didn’t bother about it because I had a strong feeling as I got my Dad back alive after many years.
Without making delay, I took baptism on 17th of July 2005. I explained about Jesus to all I met and shared his love on me. I got all blessings from God and I started to be his son always. Then I started my college studies in a Muslim college. There they used to compul me to come to mosque for worshipping Allah. Initially I went with them to mosque pretending a Muslim guy as I got threatened from my seniors for ragging. But my heart worried to do like that, as it is like denying my dad for the sake of others. I prayed to Jesus and he granted me braveness that I said to all the professors who were compelling me for mosque that I won’t come there anymore as I love Jesus. That day I was extremely happy because I glorified his name but not denied him.
I faced many threats from relations and college but God help me in all my obstacles and he made my life a worthy testimony now. Before I was unworthy for anything but now God made my life worthy to live for him. As the days gone by I just walked in the godly way but I felt some blanks in my mind. That was because I followed a normal Christian life, which I learnt from Christians. As I was new I followed them and hence read bible daily, prayed day and night and lived a formal life which I was not satisfied with. I felt like vague without something which made me again to live a sinful life. I felt like I am a wet sinner and before baptism I was dry sinner at which I was cornered again. I was tempted by Satan that I was weak.
Then I started thinking on this and so learnt many things,.. The formal Christian life is the worst I felt because that is like being idle after knowing God. I got all the blessings, I got salvation, I am free from all my sins and worries but I am not faithful to God. I decided not to live a normal Christian life which leads to read bible and going church at Sundays but not ready to follow his commandments. Living for ourselves with the help of God but not living for him and not serving him in spirit.
As I was continuing in this for 8 to 9 months and struggled a lot with this. Then one day God revealed me so I received the power of Holy Spirit while worshipping him. I felt like the spirit renewed me and encourages me. Whenever I pray I felt the Holy Spirit poured over me and his everlasting Love which flows on me like anything.
From that day, my spiritual life grew stronger. Whatever I do, I did whole heartedly in the name of Jesus. I started reading Bible in spirit but not as a duty. Also prayed in spirit, not for giving attendance to our creator. He doesn’t want our attendance rather he need our love. Satan deceives peoples in this area. He makes people to be deaf, dumb and blind before god.
Don’t ever try to cheat God, He knows everything… He is our creator, he did everything for us then why can’t we accept him personally and worship him truly. Are we really following his commandments?? He asked us to love all his creations.. He asked us to be generous but are we?? We are dare, not to honour god’s word, then how can we honour elders, parents.. My beloved people God love you more than any whole heartedly.
One day as I was praying and went to bed I felt the spirit was ascending in me and I got to read bible. I got wisdom in his words he revealed many things from bible and also in my personal life. The same night I finished the 5 gospels and thanked god for giving me such wisdom.
A wonderful experience I like to share is when I was in my holidays to a hill station. That early morning at 3 am I heard a voice calling me “Ajhas” suddenly I woke up in midst and started praying to god saying “Dad, if you called me then let me feel the love and spirit in me now”. I did this not to test him but I loved to feel him in me. Suddenly god’s spirit moved in me. I thanked him for loving me such, not only me.. he loves each individual in such manner.
From that day, till now god makes me wake up around 2 or 3 am and I worship, pray and talk to him personally. Even this testimony I am writing at that morning time because I felt like it is must for me to spend time for god alone in my personal life.
I felt like someone is always with me happily, loving, hugging, holding and caring me at all my times which I can’t express in combinations of 26 letters. Unbelievable… he is and his love. Whenever I think god I remembered his love which made me to think about the weary souls so I started to share my testimony faster than ever before. God talked and changed the peoples through my testimony as he wants his peoples to be happy. I shares testimony just to glorify God not for my publicity. I am nothing before his love..his grace saved me from my past life.
I had many visions and dreams in my spiritual life which I experienced wonderfully by his grace he revealed many things in me.. I shared some dreams to particular peoples which god wants me to share for their life and many dreams I got in my life about my future which built endless hope in me.
I can say, god made me for this….“LIVE FOR GOD ELSE DIE FOR GOD”
God made my personal life exalted before the eyes of others. I completed my B.E degree in first class even though I was poor in studies. I got good job in a reputed MNC company and also I was honoured in my company. These are the dreams of all youths,. To get placed in a company completing a degree. But god given me everything even before I think and ask. God lifted me in whatever I do, wherever I go only because of his love and of mercy he has on me.
God revealed me about how peoples are cheated in this world, by making themselves bonded to worldly things and left god. God always says that he loves all his creations lots and he needs all his sons and daughters to seek him personally. I always have a burning flame for god. I never cared about my future but god made it beautiful already
He is coming soon than we expect …he is our love, life and everything. The things I shared here is very few but many miracles god did for me to comfort and also it shows his love towards me. You should know one thing I am a person who never know god and I was missed somewhere in this wide sinful world. But look how god cares about the person who doesn’t even know him.
I want you all who read this to love one another in Jesus Christ, live in spirit and say to him “Abba, I love you”. He is waiting for your call at your doorsteps, as soon as you make a call, he come running to hug you and to give you an eternal joy which no humans can give.. I share this testimony on behalf of all peoples who came to know Jesus from different religions and living only for Jesus.
I praise God, the lord who is living and loving all, through Jesus Christ. Amen.